Well today is my 21st birthday, thank you all for your wishes be it on here, Facebook, Myspace or where-ever.

One think that made my day is Dinosaur George(George Blasing) a paleontologist that I look up to took the time to chat with me and wish me a happy birthday, this guy was on the History Channel people and that just lite me up so that was Awesome.

I really have faith that if I stick to my self studies in paleontology(as he did) until I can get into college that I will be fine, and even if I can't he told me college isn't everything when it comes to learning paleontology.

Was going to go Christmas/Birthday shopping today but its cold up here and we all don't feel up to it today.

Laters

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Well People the requests have turned into quite a mess and I need help cleaning it up to get rolling
again.

What I am going to do is seperate the requests I know what to do with from the ones where I am confused on mainly because people haven't been active, have left or have said they were working on something for me and wanted me to wait.

Done Requests

1. Hotaru for ~trunks-lover - Done - [link]
2. Jaffa and Blade moment for =JaffaHusky - Done - [link]
3. AgentC for ~FAC-AgentC - Done - [link]
4. Jet for ~jet11 - Done - [link]
Requests

1. Evil Future Trunks for ~darkhawk5
2. Lerkos for ~Z-o-0

Pending Requests(For these just let me know you are still alive and interested)

1. Blade showing Lavahead the Zen Temple for ~joeyluxton ( ~joeyluxton said he wanted to leave for a while, so I dunno what to do with this)
2. Blade vs Tanku for ~TankTheHedgehog (I haven't seen ~TankTheHedgehog on/active for a while)
3. Future Lionate vs Lionate for ~SSJ4Bardock (I haven't seen ~SSJ4Bardock on/active for a while)

That is all, carry on.

Stuff I would like to do:

1. Z Knight Character Profiles
2. Raid Spoof for ~Sipioc Brutle
3. Some more Paleo-art
4. Barlin Update

thats all I can think of for the moment.

Closing:

I would like to advertise [link] to anyone who has not stumbled upon it, I am totally addicted to it I'm sure any DBZ fan wouldn't wanna miss it.

Laterz

Edit: Refresh for people who aren't catching this yet and sorry for the lag in replies I'm in a lazy mood.

Hi all

Just making a new journal to keep track of my requests and Gifts ahead of me Remind me if I missed something here

1. Blade showing Lavahead the Zen Temple for ~joeyluxton
2. Blade vs Tanku for ~TankTheHedgehog (Pending, because I am waiting on a more acurate pic he is doing)
3. Evil Future Trunks for ~darkhawk5
4. Jet Pixels for ~jet11
5. Hotaru for ~trunks-lover - Done - [link]
6. AgentC for ~FAC-AgentC
7. Future Lionate vs Lionate for ~SSJ4Bardock
8. Jaffa and Blade moment for =JaffaHusky
9. Roku on the Frontline for ~Jaannoskaasu

who is going to be lucky #10?

I bet you think I am Crazy as a Fox for taking so many But in honesty there are a few reasons I am doing this.
1. Making up to people for forgetfulness, you know the requests that are forgotten and get sucked into nothingness we've all done it
2. Shape Up, I've slacked and would like to practice for when I work on my stuff.
3. To Show I appreciate Everyones support

Stuff I would like to do:

1. Z Knight Character Profiles
2. Raid Spoof for ~Sipioc Brutle
3. Some more Paleo-art
4. Barlin Update

thats all I can think of for the moment.

Closing:

I would like to advertise [link] to anyone who has not stumbled upon it, I am totally addicted to it I'm sure any DBZ fan wouldn't wanna miss it.

Lastly, I've finally seen Dragonball Evolution....

no, it was actually o...k, it bombed but I think it sucked so bad I enjoyed it like a funny movie, me and ~trunks-lover picked at it and that was fun so

Laterz

Just wanna wish my beloved =trunks-lover a Happy 19th Birthday, and I love her so much. She is my very reason for still living today. She is everything I could ever want in a soul-mate and I truly do want to spend forever and beyond in her arms.

Happy Birthday Love.

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Old Stuff.

I am drawing now finally bit by bit, planning a mix of things. My main idea at the moment is a Blade Ages 2009, a lot of changes that I personally like, hope you guys like it too...have quite a few Blade's to finish though, but look for that soon. More Star Wars Art, might draw Pocky again older don't remember him do ya?

The Blade Fanfic is going well... slow but good I like the new road I plan to take with it, and I hope you all enjoy it too.

~Sipioc Looms wanted to be a Knight and so he shall be one, I plan on giving him a bit more than your average cameo, A spar with Blade as Blade is questing for Lost Knights, and a voice of reason in the Doomed Timeline as Blade Drinks his life away in his failure, If you are game that is

~Sipioc is also working on "Shenron High" check it out If you guys haven't

In other news my PS3 is taunting me damn Blu-Ray is busted, the dreaded "80015014" code of death no worries It'll get repaired, I just hate paperwork and I'm a "do it yourself" guy, any Advice would be most appreciated although I tried everything in the book.

Laters
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I thank everyone for their support on "Rant of My Life" I really do appreciate it, I think from here I've decided to contact a senator It probably won't do much but who knows anymore advice on the issue or to even know what the situation is go here [link]

Hello All I thank everyone for their support on "Rant of My Life" I really do appreciate it, I think from here I've decided to contact a senator It probably won't do much but who knows anymore advice on the issue or to even know what the situation is go here [link]

Now moving on, I am working on my Blade fanfic of all things. However I've ran into a snag, I've ran into many and I seem to wiggle out of them myself, but this snag I just can't wrap my head around.

You know by the rant, I dislike my parents greatly.

I cannot imagine loving parents for him sadly seeing as I have none.(except =trunks-lover Parent's)

But at the same time, making evil parents seems tacky.

UPDATE:

Well Its Friday, I appreciate everyone's suggestions and I took all of them to heart and even though not all ideas made the cut, they will be used in different ways

Ok here we go...

1st off, Blade will have parents, They just won't be discussed much, no clone but we will come back to cloning and the idea of recreation that comes with it.

The new idea is that Blade was around Vegeta's childhood age when Frieza destroyed the Saiyans, and as my new Prologue (Note me If you want to see an Earlier copy) states yes Planet Vegeta was destroyed, but really If you think about it the Saiyans were sent on Jobs all the time so extra precautions could have happened.

These precautions were sending Frieza's squads out to "Take Care" of the rest throughout the universe.

Blade was stationed at a base on a Desert Planet called Mirage in the South Galaxy when he was attacked by a squad, The squad made quick work of the bases inhabitants. A fatally wounded soldier led Blade to the Bases Lab, Pushing him into a Freezing Pod with his last words "You Must Live On...". The soldier died soon after and the squad never caught on. Blade would remain in a frozen sleep until found again.

He is found around the time Frieza defeated, as young as he was the Day he was Frozen and thus the story begins.

Now back to cloning as I've stated in this journal's comments he will be cloned, weather or not he is one himself in the form of Scythe a villain Semi-close to the end.

Secondly he will be somewhat of a reincarnation of a Legendary Knight that fought against the Original LSSJ, so he is a blueprint for great potential both through his Saiyan and Knight traits.

Notes:

- Blade is not Blade's Saiyan name, He is given the Name "Blade Camori" when the Knight finds him.

- The Base will be wrecked beyond repair, oddly having no power to it except for the Pod's Systems.

- This reincarnation and tie with the Knight that fought the Orig. LSSJ does not by any means make him "Invincible" he only gets as strong as Ultimate Gohan in the story.

Any Questions/Objections feel free

Hello All. How is Everyone? I Hope Everyone is doing Alright.

Wish I could say the for myself.

...Rant Warning.

Most of You who converse with me know I'm usually a laid back guy, acting goofy using smiles and faces in my sentences so this unnatural for me.

Why so down you ask? A lot of things have happened in my life, and the list keeps growing.

Life has had its ways of pushing my will and strength to keep going, ever since I was born.

The day I came into the world I was premature, 4 pounds. They took me out early due to thinking I had a kidney disease, they were wrong I was fine. Due to this I lost a few minutes of precious air and that started it all. A nurse saved me, but the lack of air caused me to develop a "minor" case of Cerebral Palsy.

My childhood was filled with hospital visits to "fix" the damage done, I had a decent childhood despite this and I saw nothing wrong with my parents.

That all changed when my sister was born, my father started drinking and mom didn't wanna deal with it. So we left for a year, with her family. They soon betrayed us and Dad gave us promises of being Sober so we came back.

He kept his world for a few months, then he slipped, and even worse Mom slipped and started Huffing.

When the Addiction took its toll, they started abusing me. Despite this I did my best to finish Middle School passed 8th grade with straight D's.

My parents used my disability to their advantage, stealing from Social Security for their needs not mine.

High School was a struggle, I got myself up everyday I could and got dressed and caught the bus. Wore good will rags to school which smelled like drugs. I did my best to learn despite this and made a few friends.

During this time I met =trunks-lover through our love of Art, she soothed the pain like no one else and I started to believe in life again.

After a few years of being best friends we fell in love through a "mistake" we both made and we were both committed to eachother despite the distance.

During the End of Senior Year was the worse abuse my parents gave me, not approving of =trunks-lover or my decisions and that's when I caved in, I was leaving them behind for her.

I got a hard blow from the Highschool, despite taking normal classes the school cut my achievements short by giving me a "Special Diploma" a hard blow indeed but it would soon be undone.

I gave my parents their demands, to take the trip to Indy an RV because they wanted that "lifestyle" when I was gone.

Meeting =trunks-lover was the warmest moment of my life, It was the 1st time I felt loved and wanted. I will never forget that day...

After my parents left, I righted my Highschools wrongs and Got my GED it was refreshing.

Why am I letting you into my life? To vent for one and 2ndly to be truthful.

You see now they are pinning Social Security on me for their Sins. Now they are whining because they are losing their house and may have to revert back to living in the RV the one they wanted.

I have tried to pin Social Security on them and I thought it worked, I thought I won. I was wrong, dead wrong. They made Social Security give me WRITEN THREATS.

They have called =trunks-lover a slut for no reason.

They have belittled MY choices at ever turn.

I am sick of them ruining MY LIFE...I want to be left alone!

Its so hard waking up thinking you're a Bastard Child and you have no blood family that loves you.

The closest people I have ever called Family are my Late Grandma, =trunks-lover and her folks, =JaffaHusky , friends who include ~Night-shadow20 , ~jet11 ~dragondemon53 and a few others.

and the sad thing is..everytime my Parents pull shit to take me down. I start to wonder..I start to wonder If I'm good enough for =trunks-lover I really do..she deserves the world and the ideal soulmate isn't half a man with a disabIlity, with no loving family..

I count my blessings everyday she chooses me.

and I'm sorry guys if I protect her at every turn I get, shes all I have...all I ever will love.

Well I should end it here, sorry guys I'm just going through hard times. If you know how Social Security works let me know and I might get out of this pickle.

Take Care, Therocker88.