Hello All. How is Everyone? I Hope Everyone is doing Alright.

Wish I could say the for myself.

...Rant Warning.

Most of You who converse with me know I'm usually a laid back guy, acting goofy using smiles and faces in my sentences so this unnatural for me.

Why so down you ask? A lot of things have happened in my life, and the list keeps growing.

Life has had its ways of pushing my will and strength to keep going, ever since I was born.

The day I came into the world I was premature, 4 pounds. They took me out early due to thinking I had a kidney disease, they were wrong I was fine. Due to this I lost a few minutes of precious air and that started it all. A nurse saved me, but the lack of air caused me to develop a "minor" case of Cerebral Palsy.

My childhood was filled with hospital visits to "fix" the damage done, I had a decent childhood despite this and I saw nothing wrong with my parents.

That all changed when my sister was born, my father started drinking and mom didn't wanna deal with it. So we left for a year, with her family. They soon betrayed us and Dad gave us promises of being Sober so we came back.

He kept his world for a few months, then he slipped, and even worse Mom slipped and started Huffing.

When the Addiction took its toll, they started abusing me. Despite this I did my best to finish Middle School passed 8th grade with straight D's.

My parents used my disability to their advantage, stealing from Social Security for their needs not mine.

High School was a struggle, I got myself up everyday I could and got dressed and caught the bus. Wore good will rags to school which smelled like drugs. I did my best to learn despite this and made a few friends.

During this time I met =trunks-lover through our love of Art, she soothed the pain like no one else and I started to believe in life again.

After a few years of being best friends we fell in love through a "mistake" we both made and we were both committed to eachother despite the distance.

During the End of Senior Year was the worse abuse my parents gave me, not approving of =trunks-lover or my decisions and that's when I caved in, I was leaving them behind for her.

I got a hard blow from the Highschool, despite taking normal classes the school cut my achievements short by giving me a "Special Diploma" a hard blow indeed but it would soon be undone.

I gave my parents their demands, to take the trip to Indy an RV because they wanted that "lifestyle" when I was gone.

Meeting =trunks-lover was the warmest moment of my life, It was the 1st time I felt loved and wanted. I will never forget that day...

After my parents left, I righted my Highschools wrongs and Got my GED it was refreshing.

Why am I letting you into my life? To vent for one and 2ndly to be truthful.

You see now they are pinning Social Security on me for their Sins. Now they are whining because they are losing their house and may have to revert back to living in the RV the one they wanted.

I have tried to pin Social Security on them and I thought it worked, I thought I won. I was wrong, dead wrong. They made Social Security give me WRITEN THREATS.

They have called =trunks-lover a slut for no reason.

They have belittled MY choices at ever turn.

I am sick of them ruining MY LIFE...I want to be left alone!

Its so hard waking up thinking you're a Bastard Child and you have no blood family that loves you.

The closest people I have ever called Family are my Late Grandma, =trunks-lover and her folks, =JaffaHusky , friends who include ~Night-shadow20 , ~jet11 ~dragondemon53 and a few others.

and the sad thing is..everytime my Parents pull shit to take me down. I start to wonder..I start to wonder If I'm good enough for =trunks-lover I really do..she deserves the world and the ideal soulmate isn't half a man with a disabIlity, with no loving family..

I count my blessings everyday she chooses me.

and I'm sorry guys if I protect her at every turn I get, shes all I have...all I ever will love.

Well I should end it here, sorry guys I'm just going through hard times. If you know how Social Security works let me know and I might get out of this pickle.

Take Care, Therocker88.